In a rut.....but trudging along!

For the past 2 weeks now, I've been getting up at 5:30 a.m. and working out on my elliptical. I love the wee hours of the morning with just me, the TV, and sweat. I've been trying to get up at 5:30 for the past 2 years, but was never able to pry my sleepy body out of bed. However, now that I've saved my cleaning for the mornings, instead of night, it somehow helps me get up. Gives me motivation or something! Go figure! I also love the fact that I can clean and shower without kids whining at me. So peaceful. Anyway, even though I'm doing all this, I'm still in a rut. I can't get myself to watch what I eat. So frustrating. The only thing I've found to stop me from eating, is to not buy the stuff that looks good. Seriously......the only thing that works. I guess it's still good that I'm still trying and not just coasting.